I promised myself no Internet until I finished my work . But I am procrastinating....Uggh
2011年12月17日土曜日
2011年12月9日金曜日
A poem or a sort ? It honestly doesn't make sense and I was feeling sort of anguish from a recent fic and I wrote this for fun
I was left behind ,
abandoned , alone
I felt so sure
certain , unconcerned
that our parting won't arrived
but it hit me deep
that I was not right
The feelings I have
The emotions I hide
The love I have for you
Not yet tainted by hatred
I want to loathe you
Ignore you , Forget you
but every time I see those eyes ,
I remember every kiss ,
every touch , every moments
How the shadow of your eyelashes is cast gently upon your cheek when you sleep ,
How your lips quirk up helplessly to a smile when I said something sweet ,
How your eyes seems to gleam in the dark , telling me you love me ,
How our first time was , How I was so scared of holding you
How I made mistakes and feared that you stay angry at me ,
How your face looks when I propose to you on the first Christmas we were together.
Your bright blue eyes which seems to contain the oceans , how I just get stuck in them ,
Your gentle smile which seems to be telling me , "I am here" ,
Your lips and how they tasted like peppermint chocolate when I kiss them ,
Your scars on your neck and how you look like lying down beside me telling me how you got it ,
Your soft humming when you're tidying up the kitchen table ,
Your soft hair and how I loved to run my fingers through them ,
The sound of your laugh when you teased me for my gelled hair , my eyebrows , or my needs to cuddle against you .
Now you're gone ,
and I am still here ,
I want to hate you ,
but I cannot ,
because I still love you.
The anguish in my heart ,
I cannot depart .
I want them all back ,
I want you back
I hope you are happy , Kurt Elizabeth Hummel .
Why did you left this world
and most importantly , me ?
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